I'd appreciate if you tell ME what YOU think this song is about! There's a story to it. I'll be posting the blog on MySpace like I do with my other songs...
Songwriter
Mmy name is Chris Gomez. Im a songwriter from Houston, TX. However, a good amount of folks know me from the RGV. Recently, I also started OjaLa, a norteno group here in Houston, with my cousin Jesse.
Story behind the song
here's the blog I wrote for the song... it explains what the song is about...
hi… I brought you these roses… blue… like it's always been… your favorite color… ok look… there's no easy way for me to put this… but… you remember that first night that we kissed? I was shaking, you were shaking… for a second there I almost didn't try to kiss you… I really wanted to, but I didn't know if you would have kissed me too, or pushed me away… I'm glad you kissed me right back… I feel bad now, because I told you that night that I could never be with anyone else again… I know I said I'd never have strong feelings for anyone else again… the last time I saw you, you said, "don't worry, I'll understand if you get with someone else – I want you to be happy"… look…….. it's not that I want to let you go… and it's not that I don't love you anymore… but I can not continue waiting… and living my entire life crying for you… despite the fact that I'm leaving you today… always remember that I'm taking you with me… I'll continue dreaming with having your love… I'll take with me every single step of the way… we'll always have the very first night… we'll always have a bunch of memories of us together… our eternal love will always live on in me… eventhough it seems I'm letting go today…….. I'm going to make time stand still in my heart, so your memory will always live on… I really hope you understand… you know… I'm scared to take the next step with someone else… I wish it was you, here with me… I love her too… but nobody will ever compare to you… I love you… I miss you… I know someday we'll see each other once again… but for now I have to continue looking up to the sky, hoping to catch a glimpse of you…….
Lyrics
No es que quiera dejarte ir,
No es que ya no te quiero ati,
Pero no puedo seguir esperando,
Y vivir, mi vida entera llorando,
A pesar que ahora yo me voy de ti,
Recuerda siempre te llevo en mi,
Con tu amor seguire soñando,
Te llevare conmigo en cada paso.
Siempre habra la primera noche,
Siempre tenderemos un monton de recuerdos.
En mi vivira, nuestro amor eterno,
Aunque hoy lo dejare morrir.
Te llevo en la sangre,
Te llevo en mi pecho,
Sere como una foto, que detiene el tiempo.
Te llevo en mi equipaje,
Te llevo en pensamiento,
Aun te respiro en el aire, mi reflejo en mi espejo.
No acabara, nuestro amor es eterno,
Aun vivira deteniendo el tiempo.
